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"This collection of stories put to verse paints a vivid picture of an exceptional time in the lives of young men sent to war. The reader is transported to a time and place where one can see, touch, taste, smell and hear many of the experiences of these men during training in Australia and in the jungles of South Vietnam. There's more to war than bullets, bombs and blood. There's sweat and tears, colour, humour and mateship and a sense of pushing one's self beyond normal human endurance. The author brings back the memories in a manner that makes you feel that you are there once again."

Michael Carroll DCM

On 'Cracker Night' 1966, the Fifth Battalion, loaded aboard choppers, became the first Australian combat unit to land amongst the rubber trees at Nui Dat, Phuoc Tuy Province, South Vietnam. It was also the first unit to contain conscripts selected to fight a war outside Australian territory. The history of that decade-long war for Australians has been written largely by academics, journalists, and others, most of whom were far removed from the events that had been experienced by the front line soldier.

Take a trip back through time via poetic imagery, seen through the eyes of one of those National Servicemen who had been sent to fight the Viet Cong. The journey begins with the ill-fated French attempt to hang onto a colonial past and moves through the early days of Conscription and training for the war that followed. You will then share in the danger, frustrations, anger and disappointments, hardships, horrors, humour and camaraderie of young men caught up in jungle warfare. This emotional story concludes with a vivid portrait of the aftermath which appears, for some, to have no end.


The author - born in January 1945 was called up for National Service in the first intake 1965. He served in all positions of a rifle section in B Company 5th Battalion ('The Tigers') during 1965-67 (the last twelve months in Vietnam). He then gained his B.Sc at ANU and his Dip. Ed. at Sydney University where he later studied Social Work. Upon graduation Paul worked in the Outback for several years as an exploration geologist, then as a Water Pollution Control Inspector in Sydney, then as a Science Teacher in NSW for ten years until his retirement. This book has been a further decade of endeavour. His current interests are taken up with an Arts Degree majoring in History. In 1995 and 1997 Paul returned to Vietnam putting to rest some old ghosts. He has been married to Judith for 30 years, has three sons and resides in Hervey Bay, Queensland.

Paul, B Company 5RAR

Paul with grandson Ben

 

Author's Note:
The poetry on these pages is a compressed expression of my personal emotions and viewpoints on some aspects on the Vietnam War and its aftermath. The war was experienced differently by those with different rank, by those from different units, by those serving in different areas and at different times and even differently by those individuals of the same rank, serving in the same unit at the same time. Reason and tolerance clearly acknowledges that we are indeed all different as individuals, coming from different social, economic, educational, religious and cultural backgrounds. We are not all clones possessing identical views of the world around us. I therefore can make no apology to those who may have different interpretations of the Vietnam War to those I harbour and have here attempted to express.


GLOSSARY PRONUNCIATIONS

1. Gypsy Ghosts 45. Known as VC 89. Who Wears the Costs
2. Old Warriors 46. Ambush 90. Those Left Behind
3. Through a Tiger's Eyes 47. Forward Scout 91. Déjà Vu
4. Greed of Mankind 48. The Base Wallah 92. A New Brand of 'Vets'
5. Australian Dream 49. Hills of Long Hai 93. My Old 'SLUR'
6. Merry-Go-Round 50. Beyond the Wire 94. Mates I Once Knew
7. Flashbacks 51. Nui Thi Vai 95. Long Overdue
8. Dien Bien Phu 52. Wolverton Mountain 96. Saigon
9. Street Without Joy 53. The Fence 97. The Grand Hotel
10. Why? 54. Coral and Balmoral 98. Cyclo Driver
11. Green 'Grunt' Machine 55. The Team 99. Children of the Dust
12. Raw War recruits 56. Phantoms of the Jungle 100. Broken Dreams in Dalat
13. Ranks 57. Tree-Top Flyer 101. Autumn Water
14. Running on Empty 58. Hearts and Minds 102. Minds Still Asleep
15. Just a Nasho 59. All the Way 103. Dirty Hands
16. Nui Dat 60. Battle of Binh Ba 104. Ha Long Bay
17. Hootchie Homes 61. 'Koala Bears' 105. Did Jane Fonda Care?
18. Company Cook 62. I Just Wanna Be 106. Man on the Moon
19. Aussie Army Issue 63. The Last Patrol 107. One Crowded Hour
20. Platoon 64. But Still 108. The Tiger's Lair
21. In the Jungle 65. Tunnel Rats 109. On the Prowl
22. Who Killed Errol Noack? 66. God, Queen and Country 110. The Sally Man
23. A Letter From Dad 67. Duntroon Warriors 111. Lucky Country
24. On Patrol 68. The 'Blowfly" 112. Keep Ya Hands Down
25. Hey God!...What About Me? 69. A Just Reward 113. Pacing the Cage
26. The Enemy 70. Membership 'CLOSED' 114. Last April 25th
27. 'Charlie' 71. The Hunt for Fame and Glory 115. 'Chickenhawks
28. Monsoonal Rains 72. Claims 116. Chances
29. Boyhood Games and Heroes 73. Debts We Owe 117. Names on a Wall
30. 'Brass' 74. Coming Home 118. Unbridled Ambition
31. 'Chairs Millionaires' 75. Fitting In 119. Old Soldiers' Games
32. 'Big Jack' 76. The Fall of Saigon 120. Australia Day
33. Insects in the Sky 77. A Matter of Attitude 121. Creepy Creatures
34. On Leave 78. Generation Gap 122. In Pubs and Clubs
35. Unlike the Movies 79. Anzac Day 123. Early Days
36. Battle of Long Tan 80. Return of a Tiger 124. Sweet Revenge
37. Xin Loi 81. Tinges of Reds and Greens 125. Lepers in our legend
38. Padre 82. Circus Quota of Clowns 126. I Tried But I Don't
39. The Horseshoe 83. I'll Sleep When I'm Dead 127. Rust Never Sleeps
40. Peasants of Vietnam 84. Memories 128. Missing You
41. Body Count 85. Time 129. Tiger Cages
42. The Medic 86. Ambush Near Hoi My 130. In-Conclusion (?)
43. 'Shorty' or Dave 87. Hardest to Call 131. I'm Goin' Home
44.  At the R.A.P. 88. From Down Under 132. Honour Roll
    133. Lest We Forget.....Vietnam


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